ali!

This is so pointless... :)

2006-01-05T20:34:08Z

I just thought I'd update, well just because.
Life's good! School's good. I will not have a first period next semester... HAIL YEAH. Because I'm just so damn good!! :)
Um I got accepted to ECU and UNCG and I have an audition in February for the School of the Arts. That's always cool.
I'm actually supposed to be cleaning my room. Obviously I have a severe case of ADD. Because everytime I try cleaning my computer area, I just completely forget! And get sucked in...
I'm watching some thing on VH1 about like the "sexiest people" and um, Mathew McConaughey is definitly one of the sexiest men I've ever seen in my life, along with Jude Law, Pharrel, and David Beckham. I mean honestly.
Sexiest girl picks? Umm Kiera Knightly, Jessica Alba, and Britney Spears.
I don't really know why I just said that. Jesus, it's not like any one will ever read this!! Haha.
I'm so lame.
Alright I'm over it!
Love you baby <33

hungerrrr

2005-11-28T23:43:08Z

Oh man i totally forgot about my Live Journal!! :(
Sorry guys. I mean, It's not like you were completely devestated haha but I cannot believe I just plain FORGOT livejournal. Myspace and Facebook take up a lot of time. But I'll try to be more careful now... haha
I'm so dumb sometimes. But right now i'm just very tired and hungry so i'm rambling and not making much sense at allll!
So um. Life is good... always.
I really don't have much to say. I mean I do, but everything has kind of already passed and now I don't really want to talk about it! haha
Oh whatever. See me on myspace and facebook as well ;) and we'll be friends!
<33

i want to break the circle but the circle won't breakk :)

2005-10-24T17:42:20Z

ummmm hi :)

ohh buddy. I am worn out!! but it's cool because I have a lot of good thoughts cruising my brain right now :)
-i love my friends
-my mom is wonderful and got me voice lessons to prepare for my ncsa audition
-my boyfriend got me the same braclet that he broke like a couple months ago only it's pink instead of purple,,, and i thought that was just too cute. <3
-I love Inherit the Wind, even though some select few people that I won't mention but everyone gets irritated with bugs me, but i love the play and being able to really act. It's what I want to do with my life, no doubt.
-I got a 95 on my math quiz today :)

and that's the most of it!! haha pretty fabulous day I will have to say.
But it is getting cold, which means that depression will either start to kick in?? or i just might have a great winter... which really hasn't happened... um... EVER. haha soo we'll see about that one;)
but yeah- i just want all of my friends, like everysingleoneofyou to know how much you mean to me. jenny, mcgill, lamo, piss, wilson, robbie, raza, chris, megan, wesley, hannah, maleah, titty(I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH), cameron, melissa, robbie, eric, tina-boo, skutt, sara, sarah, travis, everyone in drama, all of my old friends that i rarely get to see anymore, everyone i used to dance with, everyone i partied with this summer, all my friends in all of my classes, all my babies that left me and went to college (claire and jenna ladies i miss you hardcore), and FREAKING EVERYONE THAT'S BEEN IN MY LIFE AND MAKES ME HAPPY :) i love you all more than you could now, and seeing your face warms my heart :) hahah.
I mean,,, random, but true, and that just needed to come out <3
plus james :) i mean he's kind of in his own section... haha

Have a beautiful monday guys!! and make sure you set your clocks for that fall back thing on saturday ;)

LOVE.

phewwwwww.

2005-10-15T13:32:06Z

what uppppp :)
i have just awoken at jennifer yopp's crib. in her waterbed :) we had a sleep over last night with ms. danielle!!! glaskdfj. i love her. so yeah last night was pretty freaking funnn!! Homecoming happened!!! haha and I was on court so I got to dress up and stuff, it was so much fun and my momma escorted me :)she's great. I know I do bitch a lot but she is one of the best most supporting mom's ever and i love her very very much :)
But Maleah got Maid of Honor and Maggie got Queen (DUHHHH) haha. It was so expected which is what I really hate about it, but it was still fun :)
Then Jen and Piss and I all went to Bo's to meet Danielle and Ashley and we did, and Chris met us there too. So then I had to go back tomy house and get ready and then i Picked Piss up and we met everyone at this hotel because they were throwing down. But right when I got there Jen was like "heyyy, I have to leave" which means I have to leave too, because I was spending the night with her... but that's okay because I love her, and I didn't really feel like being sketchy anywayyyy ;) So there was a hit and run involved, not in my car but in an unmentioned vehicle hahahah and then there were hot pockets involved and porches.
Then we craaaashed :)
Anyways I love my mommy, I love my friends, and I love life.
It was honestly one of the best Friday's I've ever had <333

JAMES i MISS YOU SO INCREDIBLY MUCH AND i JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO GO ON A DATE WITH YOU AGAIN :) haha
even though you're so never going to read that, if you do I want you to know that you're constantly on my mind baby <3

HAVE A BEAUTIFUL WEEKEND GUYYYYS!!
go to the fair.

*big al

billiard_ball @ 2005-10-10T12:32:00

2005-10-10T16:33:20Z

I'm not really going to update until Friday...

even though i just did....

WHATEV. SCREW you!!! hah

ummmm okay?

2005-10-05T00:03:14Z

Ummm okay.
That was really scary and weird... :( I'm in the dining room, and you can see like out the window and onto the street. So all of a sudden this car stops and somebody gets out and starts like screaming, and then gets back in. So I look out the front door and stare for a while, and then it sounds like crying... and then I hear this guys voice and it's all "shut up you stupid bitch, could you be any louder??" and I was freaking out, because I didn't know if they were joking around, or laughing, or someone was being raped or killed or something :( so I called my mom. hah because she is my safety. But then they left... :( I hope everything is alright...
OOOkay, so any updates?? Hmm. Working on my lines tonight, or I'm supposed to be. And um. I'm really tired. I watched Laguna last night. Ohh it's addicting. Hha, for serious it is. And me and skutt and aditi and tina and lauren and lauren shaw all talked about it today in class... it was a beautiful moment :) hah!
I get to see titsack and jen and mcgill and lbird and colleen and lamo this weekend!!! and we're all going to go out and party our little butts off because we haven't all done that together in a loooong time :)
I'm also realllllly ready to go to college. Like for serious.
Ummm, James and I are doing juuust fine :) He's awesome. And we kind of had this weird thing happen a couple days ago, so he came to my first period, opened the door and was like "come here" and so i asked to "go to the bathroom" and he took me and like kissed me and was just like "i am so sorry... please know how much i like you and know that i can't lose you" or something like that... haha I can't really remember. but it seriously made my life like 64% better... haha and then we just kept hugging and kissing, and he was supposed to be in the bathroom, but um he took like ten minutes because he was in a building and i was in b... but it was all worth it. then we ran into a teacher and he was like "hey miss so and so, this is my girlfriend ali..." and she was all "james, you are supposed to be in class, but it is very nice to meet you ali :)" haha she was so cute.
that was such a lame story to write out but i swear it was so freaking cute <3
and gabe said he saw us in the hallway out of his classroom and said that it was "adorable".
yeah, we're awesome :)

anyways, i wrote semi-alot. even though it was lame... :)
i love you thoughhh!!!
xox
big al*

drama drama drama

2005-09-23T19:55:41Z

First of all I'm at titsack's house.

Second of all, her "bestfriend" is a bitch. I don't even know her, but honestly whoever would talk like that about their "best friend" is fucking rediculous. Don't ever tell someone their fat just because you have fucking eating disorders... You can't possibly think you're better than someone just because you're skinny. Honestly, grow up... even if it's with your "new best friend".

YEAH I LOVE YOU TITTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Other than that. It kind of sucks! Hah, I'm trying to be happy, but nothing really seems to work. The only thing I care about is my friends, the play, and getting out of A-town.

yeahhhh.

So I love you. I really do.
I'm going to go now because I love my girls :) :) :)

Get down girl, go 'head get down ;)

2005-09-20T00:30:39Z

Hey biotch!
Yeah, haven't updated in like FORRREVER. and now everyone has MySpace, so I'm all out of the loop... whatev. I don't have a digital camera so all is lost ;)
I got the lead in the playyy!!! "Inherit the Wind" and it was supposed to be a male part, but he changed ittt :) Henrietta (henry) Drummond! Hail yeah. I'm fighting for Cates and the ability to teach evolution in schools. It's going to be such a great show!! Please come and see me <3 Show dates are November 17,18, and 19 I believe!
But yeah other than that. Applying to schools, Letters of recomendations, Clubs, Homework, Dance, Rehearsal, I mean I'm SO FREAKING BUSY. And James and I still aren't officially supposed to see eachother... but we do anyway ;) Because we're awesome. And that boy means so much to me. I can't let him go, he's too good. He's just goofy and fun and so nice and just everything I need. :) I'm happy.
The question?
For how long. Hah, Winter always pisses me off. I start smoking more, drinking more, partying more. Just to get my mind off the bullshit. But this year I really can't do that, and I think I purposely involved myself in so many things so I can keep away from that. Because I will go to School of the Arts. I will live in New York one day. Or California. With Jennifer Yopp. And she will be my personal assistant :)
Haha, ohh goodness I cannot wait.
;LAKSJFD;ALSKDJF!!! Jen and I's song is on :) :):)
AKON AND YOUNG JEEZY, tryin to make it easy, don't know which way toooo gooo, and so.... <333
hahah I FUCKING LOVE THAT GIRL.
Oh and for Spring Break we're partying down in Myrtle Beach :) HAIL YEAH. House for 12? With a jacuzzi? On CHERRY GROVE??? Indeed. Can't wait to see you there!! ;)

Alright I guess that's all.
If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block with my thang cocked possibly sitting on the drop now*

yeahhhhhhhh.
Laguna Tonight!!!! I'm there!

*big al

definitly stealing from titsacks entry :) love.

2005-09-03T18:22:04Z

Sooo this shall be fun... <3

20 people you can think right off ur head

1) JENOIFERRRR
2) Lamo
3) Jamesh :)
4) razaaa
5) eric
6) melissaaaaa
7) titty!!
8) megan sullivan
9) lauren willson
10)momma
11)sarah bill
12)wesley "the claw" lynch
13)santa claus
14)my daddy!!!
15)fufi
16)charles n'charge
17)stefan
18)Patty pattington :)
19)Jessica!!
20)DAnielle

How did you meet 13?
I mean, I haven't. But I'm patiently waiting...

What would you do if you never met 5?
been a better person?? HAH PSYCHE. iiiii love that boy...

What do you honestly think of 10?
she is the most beautiful talented amazing fun mom in the world :) for real. love her.

Would or did 19 and 8 date?
um, that would be the nastiest thing i've ever experienced.

Have you ever liked 3?
oh definitly not... :) he's my hot sexy boyfriend. i'd say um HAIL YEAH.

If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know?
no like I can't even think about that without wanting to cry. she has been there for me through everything and i need her with me :( she is so important and i'd seriously feel so lost without her in my life. NEVER LEAVE ME JENN-AYY!

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
... lets just say... no.

When you think of 7 what 3 words come to mind:
TROUTTTT!!! and summer nights :)

Do you think 12 is hot?
his claw is...

Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
oh, just lovely :) if my best friend and my brother got together that would just be great :)

What do you think when you see 8?
i think of how cool her hair always is, and how much i miss partying with her during summer :(

Tell me something humiliating about 11.
um, well i used to poop in the bath tub when i bathed with her at about age 4, just to freak her out, so i mean, i guess she has more stories than me :)

What's 20's favorite color?
i just kind of met her at dance... so i mean fuscia?

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
ohh daddy's a stud muffin :) definitly a ten... but HE'S MARRIED LADIES! no ideas...

What would you do if 19 just professed their undying love for you?
Welp. she already has... and i profess it RIGHT back...

What language does 19 speak?
english

Is 9 a boy or a girl?
it's hard to say... :) a giiiirl. duh...

would 18 and 4 make a good couple?
umm maybe!! they're both my favoritessss.

What grade is 17 in?
SENIOR AT CEDARRR!! hah love athens.

When was the last time you talked to 12?
liiike last thursday?

What is 3's favorite band?
liiike queen, chicago, boston, metallica.... ish?

Does 1 have any siblings?
yep. three sisters (lindsey, leah, freegill :)) and a bro (andy)

Would you ever date 6?
piss is hott :) she's always on my mind... haha

Would you ever date 7?
titsack is so hott right now. oh yeah iwould...

Is 15 single?
yes, but he shouldn't be because he's just great!!

what is 19s last name?
Lee

What is 5's middle name?
um, daniel? rough guess...

What is 10's fantasy?
ew. i don't want to know please...

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
no no noooo!!!!!!! EWWWWW.

What school does 16 go to?
cedar shoals.

What school does 1 go to?
the peak :)

Where does 9 live?
ummm in apex? hah

Would you make out with 6?
umm, CHYEAH. <3

Are 2 and 5 best friends?
yeah... i love those people

Is 20 older than you?
nope, i don't think soo! i think she's a junior??

WOOOOOO.
tired. and about to wake up jen and go tailgating!!!!! BIG GAME TODAY!!! GO DAWGSSSSS!!! *love it*

alright i'll update more later!!! love for you.

cuz if you lookin fo me i'll be on the drop with my thang cocked...

2005-08-26T23:00:41Z

what upppp.

for shoree. i'm at freegill's and jenoifers house right now :) it's always good times at the yopp, hansen residence...
crazy week. started classes!!! yay for school :) it's fun, although i am stopping chorus. it's gay. just gay. just like jennifer yopp. sooo yeah she hasa gay face and smells like porkchops. and her bra hangs out and her thong asw ell. biotch. yeah i said it.

don't even think about what i just said. cuz a bare ass was jsut put on my leg. mmmm. yeah for brushing ali's haiiiir!!!

djenny6

fagz.

z

coolz
koolz.
kewlz
poolz
droolz
thatz hotz

suck my wang!

*big al

Scheduleeee <3

2005-08-14T01:19:22Z

Gahhh. I cannot believe school is so close away :(

Semester number uno:
1. AF&M - Lane
2. Honors Chorus - Copley ((the devillll))
3. AP Psych. - Cheek
4. "Students at Work" - Or Ali's free period :)

Semester of the second (a.k.a. the most slack semester of my life)
1. English IV Honors - Whitaker
2. Honors Chorus
3. "Students at work"
4. Drama 4 biotch!!!!! - Winter

I am one lucky bitch...

I'm just tryna dance boy, and move my HUMP!!!! :)

2005-08-13T02:38:12Z

Alright let's get real for a secondddd.
Sometimes I don't really know if I like myself? Like that sounds lame, but I honestly just get annoyed. Of everything. And it's not like I don't appreciate my life WHATSOEVER because I know I have it sooo good compared to so many people. But sometimes I look at who I am, and then who some of my friends are and realize that I could be so much "better". And I REALIZE that comparing yourself to others never helps ANYTHING, so you don't have to comment and say that. I just get mad at myself sometimes because maybe if I was more organized, or I went to church, or I liked to clean, or I did all my homework whenever assigned, then I'd be happier??
I think this is just sleepy talking though because usually I'm a very happy person. But right now I'm just reflecting a little :)
Jenna leaves tomorrow morning :( Seriously it hasn't hit me yet. And Claire leaves this next Friday? Nooo, it's just not actually happening... we're still freshman and they're sophomores and we're acting stupid to piss off Mrs. Winter :) That's just how it feels.
So when she really leaves and I will be the Senior, how is that going to be?? It's like a legacy that no one will be able to fulfill! haha.
Oh p.s. those girls and I are PERFECT FITS for Sex and the City. (Figured it out last night)
Carrie: Jenna Ready - 'nough said
Samantha: Claire Wagner - slutty but funny and sarcastic... always likes to just have fun... and get rough ;)
Miranda: Me... the cinical lawyer who always finds the wrong in boys because nothing ever turns out perfectly, even though that's what she wants most in life...
Charlotte: Liza Rayyy :) My innocent baby hippie, who will turn into a prude who wears preppy clothing :) It's just how it will go down...
So I love you girls, forever. And Jenna, YOU BETTER KEEP THOSE PICTURES UP IN YOUR DORM. Especially the ones of all our asses ;)
Transition.
Patricia and Jill are coming over to crash tonight. Me, being the all too good girl I am, is staying in tonight :) Senior Picuters EARLY tomorrow, but they're waking me up at like 2 and I'm letting them in! Hah. I need to make some beds for them...
Welp. I guess that's all!!!
Ohh, well James and I are good :) And honestly, sometimes I don't think I deserve him...
WOW. That sounded laaaame, hahah but it was sooo serious, so take it like a beast!!!
Hha, what the hell am I talking about??
Dance auditions finished today....
And yeah that's all :)

hahah SLEEP SWEET BEAUTIES!!! <3

Ohhhhh hippie.

2005-08-09T20:20:01Z

Brrratatat.

My head is achin' :( But today was not so bad!
I woke up, went into work, and then they took me out to lunch! Hha, and apparently if I stay with them during the school year I get my own office and a laptop...?!!
I MEAN SWEET.

But yeah. Then I came home and got ready for dance. But I decided I will skip tap because I don't know how to tap and read my book, but then I got side tracked and realized that I needed to check email and then do livejournal. So basically I'm real ADD.

I saw Jennay and McGill and Titty yesterdy :) I really love them. A lot.
And we made sandwhiches :) I had turkey and those fags had ham.
Then I licked the mayo off my finger and Lauren freaked out haha.

I miss James... He's a great kid. Just.... real great :)
And we're going to the beach like next weekend....
HO YEAH.

Alright I really do need to finish this stupid lame irritating assclown book!
PACE NUCCA!

Prepare yourself for a whole lotta bitchin' ;)

2005-07-24T21:03:40Z

Sooo let's just pretend that I'm in a good mood right now, and that I'm definitly NOT on my mom's computer. Because if she woke up, my ass would definitly be kicked.
Why, you ask?
Ohh because my mom's recently taken up being a psycho biotch!!!! It's like PMS for old people. Menopause? Who the hell knows.
All I know is that I couldn't stay out late or spend the night at Claire's last night because, get this, she "didn't feel well".
Yeah.... SHE didn't feel well???
And after explaining to her 148 times that I got home as soon as I could, she'd say "okay"...
Then every time that I ask to go out today to see a friend, if it wasn't convenient for her, which is usually the case, she'd explain to me that I came home too late last night!
Usually I understand where parents are coming from and rarely do I try and fight back. The last time that I heard myself asking "can I know the reason for that?" was when Greg lived with us. Because he NEVER made sense. His "rules" rarely had any substance to them.
But I said it last night. And got bitched at.
I really hope I'll never do that to my kids, because it's just irritating! There was NO REASON for me not to stay out. No work the next morning, Claire's a good kid... But she'd rather complain about how bad she was feeling and then call me at 12:15 saying that she had a dream I got into an accident, that I was pulled over, and to be careful. And oh yeah, someone tried to break into our house...
ROOIIIIGHT.
Two reasons:
1. She really is losing her mind at the age of 46
2. She's trying to keep me safe, and catch up on all the parenting she's missed over the years

and if that's the case, then she's just going to have to get over it.

Yeah, I'm done whining.
Other than that, I've been pretty good!! MY BIRTHDAY IS IN THREE DAYS!!!! <3
The big 1-7. I get to go to rated R movies ;)
Annnnd um, I'm still pretty infatuated with a boy... who read this.... and made me feel real embarrassed and pretty lame :(
Hah, but WHATEV. I do what I want. And if he doesn't already know how much I care about him than he's a gay kid.
YEAH I SAID IT. <3

I hope I get to see him tonight. But it all depends on what "the massah" says.
blajsd;flkj. I need to turn 18 like tomorrow.
I need to be on my own.
I need to get out of this house.
I need to get out of A-town.

But I guess I'll just go sleep :)

Love.
Alexandra Jean*

so forgive me, because i don't know what to do...

2005-07-06T20:52:36Z

I just really wanted to update :)

No special reason. Just boredom.
I had to kick Titsack, JYopp, McGill, Robbie, Lauren, and Melissa out of my house today because i thought I had to go to work...
Too bad they're closed for the whole rest of the week. I'm gay.

So I called James :) And I think he's coming over, and that's really exciting <3

I've come to the conclusion that everything happens for a reason. Yeah, so cliche and lame, but so dang true.
like shit happens. to everyone you know! and you have to deal with it and just keep going on and smiling and realizing that people are great. all of them! even the ones that suck real bad sometimes! hah. they all have something and add something great to your life. even if you base your life on all of their mistakes. at least they're useful!
yeah, that might have only made sense to me :)
I love my friends.
I love life.

But I really hate when people put shitty entries like this into their journals ;) For real, it's a huge pet peeve of mine.
James hates the word "pet peeve". but i still say it, just to get him all riled up :)

dang i'm bored.
EVERYONE COME BACK OVER NOWWWW!!

favorite copeland lyrics:

i know nothing stays the same
but if your willing to play the game
it's coming around again
so don't mind if i fall apart
there's more room in a broken heart...
**i believe in love, but what else can i do? i'm so in love with you**

i'll leave you with that <3

so caught up

2005-07-05T17:15:54Z

"it ain't right, and it ain't fair..." -jiffer

crazy night last night.
let's just hit up the main points, sha'll we?

*getting ripped off
*james <3
*relocating
*opening a bottle that should NOT have been opened ;)
*some time passes
*fiiiiireworks!!!
*i wanted the pretty ones :)
*james yelling into the phone.
*trying to calm james down, and sort shit out.
*i learned you can't trust some people...
*room stealers
*trying to sleep
*pretending to still be worried about jen :)
*passing out.
*he tried to kiss me with my morning breath :) hha. even though i so totally warned him.
*wouldn't let him
*found a girl... laying next to a certain boy... :( it ain't right.
*STEAM ROLLER
*GREAT morning conversations with my two favorite girls and boy
*coffee for the addicts
*realizing andy was late for school
*pizza rolls <3

chyeah. my friends and i are real cool.
i bet you're like sitting there right now, crying all by your lonesome b/c you can't have cool friends like me :)

ALRIGHT I'M LATE TO PICK UP MY CHINESE FOOD :( :( :(
*big al*

It's worth it.

2005-06-26T19:20:08Z

It's a beautiful mess that I've found myself in... :)

I'm waiting for Jen to call me back so we can hang out... because I'm incredibly bored and up for some good sex.
Totally kidding.
I spilled two beers all over me right when I got to work yesterday. Oh yeah :) It was fun. And then I helped Liz and Katie with a party and got like 23$ for tip!
It was super.
I'm really tired and dull right now, so maybe I should just go :)

out of the doubt that fills my mind...
...i somehow find you and i collide

<3

i <3 summer

2005-06-24T16:24:53Z

:)
Beautiful days in Apex thus far! Hha. Which is a rare weird sentence that will probably never come out of my mouth again! Cherish that... ;)
Lonestar is going REALLY good :) One of my managers sat down with me and had a talk about how great I was doing and how proud he was that I was on the "team" :) Then he gave me my tip out, even though I was being counted as a training server for three days and they don't get tip out! But he said I deserve it... I AM AWESOME.
:) There's a boy. And he's really great. And I really want to hang out with him right now, but his phone is not working correctly. Bummerrrrr. Yeah so he doesn't really seem like my kind of guy though if you just look at him. He's semi quiet if you don't know him. He's mysterious.. and kind of shy which makes me want him more and more. :) Alright I'll stop.
Both of my jobs pay shit. Haha. Honestly, $5.15 at the Soda Shop and like $3.50 at Lonestar (hosting and busboying... or girling... :)) But I get tip out from both jobs... even though that blows too.
WHATEVAHHH!!! <3
Life is goooooood. There is a wedding reception in my neighbors yard that they're setting up. I love them. They always throw the best parties. And the guests always get really drunk and you can watch them dance in their drunken ways and watch them flirt... even when they're married :)
I want him to call me :) ;alfkjd;lfjasdf. I HAVE TO STOP THINKING.
Mom's making taco's with JB right in front of me, and he can't open the tortilla bag... whimp ;)
Alright, I'm going to go maybe shower or do something productive... b/c I woke up at 12 and got a lecture from JB about when he was my age he had a full time job in the summer time and woke up at 6 am.. yeah WHATEVA. I'm cooler anyway :)
<3 for you.

what up updation...

2005-06-16T03:16:48Z

HEY BITCHES...

Sooo it's like 91 degrees upstairs. And upstairs consists of MY room, MY bathroom, and the bonus room... SWEET! haha. So I am waiting until JB and Maja fixes the stupid broken thermostat before I return :)

I absolutely am starting to HATE Gwen Stefani. Liiiiiike, I understand that the whole bananas thing is catchy... but only for a short while. After about 7,259 times of listening to it, i'm quite DONE.

Worked tonight. Super Delicious except for the fact that my mom made me come home at 10:45 tonight. Kind of lame. But I got to see Jiffer annnnnd Brandon, Paige, and James. PLUS McGill and her friend Paul. Yeah. I have friends.

I MISS ATHENS :( and a certain boy that i won't go into detail with, but it's just there. I can't deny it, I just want to jump on him and never let go. lol Jen and I have already discussed it, and that is the plan :)

I start work at LoneStar tomorrow!! Woo, wish me luck. I'm pretty bad when i first start out with jobs but Jenn, being the job wiz, filled me in on what to do in particular...

But the only shitty part about it is that I also have to be somewhat of a bus boy :( Bahh, whatev. I'll get my money!!! :)

Crazy night at Luke's last night. People need to accept the fact that they have graduated from middle school and start acting like it. Yeah I said it. WHAT UP.

I think I'm turning more into a very... what's the word... direct person. I understand what I want and I mean sometimes I can be kind of mean. If you get in my way, I'll let you know. And if you mess with my friends, I'll fuck you up :) haha just kidding but I'll be a really big butthole <3

SHOCKER. My mom's yelling at me again... Have to gooooo!!!! <3

MUCH LOVE FOR YOUUUUU!!!!!
-big al- haha

.:GoOd FrEaKiNg TiMeS:.

2005-06-08T16:29:42Z

Good times in Athens:
*Crazy Jay's Feild <3
*Riding in the jeep with the top off
*Downtown shopping
*The Grill
*JJ's mansion :)
*Sleeping between Jen's buttcrack
*Accidentally falling asleep with a glass of water balancing on my head, causing Jen to wake up with a wet ass ;)
*"shopping" at the mall ((jen's a clepto)) ;) hah.
*CREAM Squad
*JV's car <3 haha (it's quite roughed up)
*Sneaking in to the movies... VERY illeagally
*Fufi's lighter
*Jen and I reading JJ's books when we're bored, and my tits were popping out
*BO!!! lol
*charles in charge, the gay kid, Fufi, JV:),Joshua, small body, big body, P-funk
*Jen-ayyy

Oh wow. I freaking miss it :( I'm going back RIGHT NOW!!! lol. Too bad Jen's at the beach and that is just ridiculous... lol I feel like we're boyfriend and girlfriend, b/c when I finally dropped her back off at her house and left, like we both felt so alone. lol. And then we call eachother every day that she's at the beach... and it's only like Wednesday and she gets back Saturday and on the phone yesterday she was like "I don't want to get off the phone!!" lol and I couldn't hang up :( We're such dorks ;)
Other than that, things have been going pleasantly :) I have a job orientation at LoneStar on Saturday!! I'm going to hostess and I'm pretty excited b/c it seems kind of slack. But I guess we'll see.
Annnd then I have recitals on Friday and Saturday, I think like four shows? I don't know, I'm really going to have to check on that... lol.
OO. Pat, British, Lauren and I all hung out on Saturday! :) I love them so much. We went and saw "kicking and screaming" and Pat and I came to the conclusion that I will have three boys, so we can beat each other up, and I will need a very domestic husband, b/c I will never clean up our mess :) Friends are so truthful.
That night was just, rowdy. That's all I'm going to say ;)
And today I hopefully will be chilling at the pool with Lamo and then going to work at 4 :)
Taaa-Dahhh <3
I love you turds.
*Big Al* bItChEs!!! :)

CrAmPsSsS :(

2005-06-01T16:08:34Z

Ha-ha...

WOOOOOO. Georgia is just as amazing as I thought it would be :) We are having so much freaking fun.

We are bringing up a branch of "The Crewe". And CREAM Squad <3
I swear y'all don't know fun unless you come down here.
Last last night was definitly the most eventful though :) Haha, we will not go into details but we'll just say Crazy Jay's field is rowdy.

"JENN-AYY, I need to pee again..."
Boys randomly singing Aladin songs
BOBBYYY!!! (My side action ;) )
...Because I'm already marrying Jordan.
Grey Goose... DO I KNOW YOU? ((nooo))
Loosing my braclet... Fufi finding my braclet :-0!

I just can't explain the good times well enough. I brought Jen downtown yesterday and we went shopping with no money. In other words: went into stores, talked about every single piece of clothing (good and bad, we probably offended some people) and walked out. Thennn we wanted McDonalds real bad so we had to stop at a gas station where they told us we passed it a couple miles back... :/ Yeahh...

So we came home and ate, got made fun of by dadda.
Got ready (b/c Jen and I can seriously look hott when we go out) and went over to JJ's with Stefan where everyone else was.

Really uncomfortable stuff happened last night though... haha. Jen likes the shy guys :) And he's adorable. But really needs to grow SOME balls...

BAH! What else though? Everything is beautiful.

But one thing to say that is really really true :
*What happens in Georgia, stayyys in Georgia...* :)

More updates when I get home!!!
<3 pace <3
A-Thrill.

WHAT DOES RED MEAN AGAIN??!!?

2005-05-27T22:39:55Z

Hi love!!!
I don't know why I insist to start off my journal entries with lame openings like that. I mean this is supposed to be my journal just open to the public... soo who am I talking to? Hah.
But if you think about it, everyone/thing needs love, so that is my contribution to the journal...
What am I really talking about right now? Damn, I'm shutting up right now.
GREAT WEEK!!!! :)
Thursday was Drama Awards <3 I got the "It's Not That Kind Of Show" Award. Meaning that all during "The Tempest" I'd keep making EVERYTHING sexual in rehearsal, because let's face it, my name is Ali and that's what I do ;) And Ian (the director, and love of my life) kept getting angry and telling me that "IT'S NOT THAT KIND OF SHOW!!" haha. Good times.
I cried a lot though. Brandon didn't show up, so I had to escort the seniors with Steve-o-, Jill, and Shelby. I swear, when I walked Claire down I couldn't hold it in! Like tears were spurting out everywhere. lol.
But LizRay and I have eachother :) I love her and I'm going to need her bad next year.
Then Claire picked me up at my house afterwards, and drove us to Lizzle's where we were meeting Jenna and having a Sex and the City movie marathon<3. So we went to Blockbuster. Then Kroger b/c Claire was having a really bad night and needed it. I don't blame her...
And we found out that Jenna doesn't stop at red lights... yeah we almost died :)
Then we were dumb and decided which one of us, were which one of the Sex and the City girls :) I am the smart and very sarcastic lawyer lady.
Annnd then we got gas, but that was difficult. And flirted with a guy who was also getting gas. And it was so cute, that when we were pulling away, we stared him down and he looked up at us and gave us the cutest smile I've ever seen in my life :)
Rawked out to N*Sync.
When it turned 12, we jumped on Jenna b/c she turned 18... the day of Graduation!! Haha, she's so old, and I love her and I'm going to miss her so much next year, because she's just another one of my favorite people that are going to leave me... fuck. I'm stopping talking again.
So we watched, and I was a pussy and fell asleep first.
Woke up, went job hunting today. I think it's LoneStar. :) It was a good vibe.
Annnd now I'm about to go help cook dinner, and then pick up the Yoppster!!!!! GEORGIA, WHAAAT? TOMORROW!!?? mmmm <3
That's it, I always write too much.
Pace, bia

Da di daaaa :)

2005-05-25T18:51:04Z

Hokay.

It's officially Summer '05 <3
And if I do say so myself, it was kicked off rather well!! :) Hha, let me just sum it up real quick, b/c I know y'all are DYING to know ;)

So after exams I had to stay after to make up my hours for Mrs. Copley. Did that. P. Rowe congratulated me on Tempest. :). Left for Miss Cama's house for her big lunch thing. Chilled with some hotties. MEGAN GOT THERE :) :) :) We made love on the big lazy boy thing. And she just could not control her dirty mouth in front of Cama's mom! Haha, she's a trip. I took her home, pulled into my drive way and GUESS WHAT!?

Well I noticed that something was different, like maybe a tree was missing or something? And then I saw that our mailbox was propped up on our front door... haha!

I love cell phone drivers ;)

A little later, I got a call from my boss asking me where I was. I was all confused and flustered because I didn't know I signed up to work!! Like who does that the last day of school?! So he fired me :(

But I drove down real quick and got it back. My mom was pissed though because I was supposed to babysit for her that night before I went out. :( ehh, she's getting over it.
So I worked and made ten dollars for tip! :) That's really good for the Soda Shop... haha.
I then proceeded to go home, where my mom was. We talked.

OH! and that night, I looked like shit... like no makeup, hair thrown up, red eyes, b/c I was crying, like it was BADDD. And this little girl was so sweet and after I was like "alright! you guys have a great night!" she goes "you too! and by the way, you're REALLY pretty :)" It was the best thing I've heard in so long. haha and I walked over to Brad and told him that she was my new best friend... <3

So yeah back on the story. My mom told me I couldn't go out b/c I busted her plans for the night, so I was pissed. I called Lauren and bitched to her for a while and I think my mom heard because she comes in my room and is all "Okay, maybe i'm just punishing you because I didn't have a good night tonight. If you go out tonight can you please clean the house tomorrow?" and i was like "HELL YEAH!!" So my mom's the shit.

I picked up Lauren, and we THOUGHT we were going to go to this HUGE freaking party, and Jon was so excited for us to go and blah blah blah,,, but he didn't answer his phone.. but it's straight because we met up with Dege and Aaron and coldstone and had SUPER amounts of fun :) haha, I love them so freaking much.

So then after some almost Cookout, and definitly Wendys(orgasm) they had to go, so Lauren and I called around. We were going to go to Kenny's for the night, but he was working until 2, and said he'd call us after he got off. Well we had so much fun. lol.

We went to Kroger(totally open 24 hours) and got Ben and Jerry's *phish food and fossil fuel* and drove to Wendy's, I had to take my top off for the guy to give me two spoons... just kidding :) and we sat in the parking lot and made out. psyche. we ate like fat asses and talked about soul mates and asked eachother random ass questions, because we're the shit!

But the facts are that: soulmates do exsist, they might be in south africa and speak a totally different language, our biggest fear is that they'll pass us by, AND my dream guy is non exsistent ;) Haha <3 OHHHH how I love that girl.

Then I really had to pee, so we went to Kroger again and passed up creepy worker guy AGAIN. haah "hello, goodnight." And drove around. Did you know there are STILL Green Hopers at McDonalds at 2:15 in the morning? GET A LIFE YOU LOSERS :) haha, as I was totally driving around too :)

Then we went to the park across from Brookstone and made prank phone calls to our friends! Haha, they really enjoyed that. And Kenny called and said that we could still come over, but it was like 2:45, and like, we were really tired. So we said we'd chill later :)

And I drove into Brookstone, parked on a random street, beside a RANDOM house and we CAMPED!!! haha, it was rowdy. and it was fun because we both had changes of clothes, she had make up remover, AND a hair brush. I had a blanket, she has a pillow...

I swear we are meant to be :)

Morning rolls on by and the first conversation goes a little something like this:
Lamo: "Ali, we gotta go, NOW"
Ali: "Okay" (I get up, immeadiatly, start the car, and ROLL OUT)

Haha, it was fucking clockwork. But apparently the owners of the house were outside and staring at our car. The windows were all fogged up and stuff <3 So very sexy. And so we went to Lauren's house b/c her parents were already at work and we crashed for a couple more hours :)

I LOVED THAT NIGHT. lol it doesn't sound exciting, but it REALLY REALLY was so much fun :)
It just goes to show you that you can have fun whereever you go if you are willing...

Damn i typed a lot. No one is going to read this!! Haha, whatever, it's my journal and I do what I want :)
HAPPY SUMMER Y'ALL!!!! SENIORS '06... HOO-RAH*
Now I have to go get ready for work because I AM NOT ABOUT TO COME IN LATE OR MISS IT!!!
Haha, later booger
xox.
-SL-

p.s. 3 days til Jen and I rock out with our cocks out in A-town ;)

So sorry for the lack of journal entries... this might cheer you up!! :)

2005-05-21T01:24:45Z

Wow. I am a slacker and a half!! :)
But I do it only for the ElJay freaks that check on their friends journals every five minutes to see if they have updated!!
OH BOYYY!!!
Haha, I'm such a mean girl ;)
So current status??: I'm dying. haha, I'm such a drama queen and I'm telling everyone I know but I'm seriously! I can't like breathe! My body is slowly, but surely, breaking down on me. I guess it's punishment for not taking care of it these last few weeks :( My b.
ONE FUCKING WEEK until Jen and I cruise on down to Athenssss :) Y'all just have no clue how freaking excited I am. We're deciding on some SERIOUS music choices and so far we have: Robert Plant, Sublime, Britney Spears, Led Zepplin, Incubus, and my hardcore rap collection :)
We're straight pimp. Don't hate. Get up off my nuts.
I MISS MY SENIORS!!! :(
Especially my Jenna and Erin. They're so freaking hott. <333 COME BACK TO MEEE!!! haha.
*Dies of coughing*
Anywhoooo, got some exams coming up. English and French 2. I just need to write like five essays in English, because she gave us the prompts before hand, and then I gotta study my arse off avec Lamo on Sunday for French, because everyone knows that is just NOT my language :) Including Madame Lester (a.k.a. my best friend...PSYCHE) but I'll beast them because I'm awesome!
Any way JB, with my beautiful yellow gatorade just arrived, and I am all over that!!! <3
Love you with every inch of my heartttt!!
-Ali Thrill-
(^callan is oh so hott)

Wowzaaa ;) This weekend was CARAZAY!!!

2005-04-26T00:59:25Z

Hey boo <3
Soo my weekend was so fun :)

Friday:
*Got up around 9:30
*Showered; Tried to get pretty ;)
*Went to the lake to meet some hotties (a.k.a. Lauren, Rocki, John, Dani, Greg, Melissa, Jackie, and her boyfriend)
*I was stampeded by Jaqueef, Melissa, AND Dani- litterally fighting for my life while they tried to drag me into the lake... Greg and Lauren= laughing hysterically in the lake and cheering them on...
*I have great friends...
*Left with sand down my pants AND shirt and went to get my nails done :)
*Came home and started getting ready for Junior Miss rehearsal <3
*Junior Miss rehearsal, which took foreverrrr but I love those girls so it's okay <3
*Got home around 11:30, had Chili's take-out dinner with maja, and crashed by 12:30

Saturday:
*Woke up at 6:30
*Interview at 8... all the girls looked HAWT in the interview attire ;)
*Went home to prep;Went back to Salem to have MY interview by 2 o'clock
*Got home and started getting ready and tworking on my dance... bleh, because I didn't get it at rehearsal :(
*Eric came over and suprised me with flowers :) It was amazingly sweet...
*Went to Green Hope to start getting ready
*JUNIOR MISS... It was hott, and I love my friends. Hearing them scream "ALI BILL... SO HOTT RIGHT NOW..." was priceless :)
*I GOT MY DANCE DOWN PAT <3 I was so nervous and all went together like effing clockwork
*Afterwards, I met mi maja, Sarah, Eric, Jenna, Liz, Claire, Julie, and Rae at Chili's... it was freaking hilarious. -my mom was drunk :) Talking about people under that girls dress will now never leave my memory :) 'O FACE'.
*Came home and finally crashed around 1:30 = truly great night
-- CONGRATS CHRISTEN!!!! YOU DESERVED EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT!!!! :) <3333 --

Sunday:
*woke up at 6:30
*Mom drove me to Pat's house around 7, so we could go to our dance competition near Wilmington...
*Holler
*Danced from 12-4(ish) high gold for greatest love... yeah we're good
*Drove home with my lovely Patricia who, if she was a man I'd marry ;) and vice versa <3
*Home around 9:30... CRASHED

Monday:
*Didn't go to school, bias :)
*Went to work with mama, helped her enter grades
*Picked up Rae Rae
*Lauren came over for a bit so she could "do trig" but in reality we watched Mean Girls and talked about Prom this weekend!!!!! BAH. i am in love with that girl <333
*We went to her house, picked flowers, and went to Kaeti's because she just had surgery on her knee, annnnd the blood was seeping out :) it was scrumptious... but she was on so many drugs that it was SO worth it!
*Haha, came home. Cleaned. Mom and Rae came home from tkd. Cooked "national" dinner... not on purpose but everything we ate tonight was from different countries (mexico, france, china, USA, and Italy... truly cool)
*Now I'm here :-*

Any who that's it :) I'm done...
you should have shut me up a looong time ago!!! Haha.

I luhh you, boo <3
.:*Skinny latt*:.